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February 23, 2010

Unsolved

Today yet again, the dark shadows have appeared
And are looming over her, backing her into a corner,
She can feel herself disappearing
Going, going, gone,
She is losing touch with reality,
Paranoia has come knocking
And is twisting truth into something unrecognizable.
Huge anger is rising
And is pouring out of the creature which has appeared in her place,
Lighting bolts of undiluted rage let lose at any opportunity,
Washing up left in the bowl, the cat waiting to be fed,
In fact at any fucking thing!
She's lost, she wants to be lost, she needs to be lost,
The alternitive is to accept some ownership of this hateful creature,
To look into this dark mirror takes courage,
which she can not find.
This creature scares her, she can feel her stomach churning, her heart beating so hard as if it is making its own dash for safety,
She is frozen in time, too aware of its power,
It's destructive negative energy
Always looking for a target,
When did the victim become the attacker?
Help me, help me, she calls
Please, please rescue me, she pleads
All in vain, nobody comes
Nobody ever came.
The case is shut - stamped 'Unsolved'
The killing took place too long ago.
But she's there, still waiting for justice,
Still waiting for the resurrection.
All she can do is weep
And wonder how many tears do the dead have to cry?

Posted by Shelliz at February 23, 2010 08:38 AM

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